I really don’t want to leave my old place. It was my first home to myself. It’s much larger than the place I’m moving into. The yard is amazing. Huge redwood trees around me. A birdbath. Pretty close to my mom. Only bears or mountain lions on my porch sometimes.
It’s been a fantastic five years here and I wish with all of my heart that I didn’t need to change now. I’m going from cabin in the woods to apartment in a large (to me) town. I won’t lie, it’s more than a little bit soul crushing.
I’ll be offline (or maybe go over to Sashi’s and use her internet) for the next few days (because of this ._.).
This is a reminder that the right decision to make is usually not the easy decision and the best path to take is usually not the easy path.